Hi, hi!  It's been while, I know.  Summer's are completely crazy around here and there wasn't much time for internet fun.  Now school has started and I'm down to 3 nights a week at work, so life is slowly returning to normal.

So what's up?  MM and I are together 11 months today!  WOOT!  My mom almost moved in with me to avoid paying an unreasonable amount of rent in the shittiest neighborhood in town BUT her lovely (cough) landlords have agreed not to raise her rent for 2 years.  Whatever!  Greedy bastards....you should see the area, too, it's awful.  No yard, it's on the corner of a 4 way intersection, and the other 2 apartments are rented by total skeeves.  Last spring I actually saw a man walking down her street pushing a shopping cart and the other day I picked my mom up to take her grocery shopping and I noticed a used condom by the curb.  Awesome! I'm still at the same job but I've cut down my hours a lot to maintain my sanity.  I tried working in another restaurant but the pay was laughable compared to what I already make, so I guess I'll stick with where I am.

 What's going on with auctions?  They will be up and running again next week.  I have my period this week so I'm not really feeling very sexy.  I also plan on revamping my Me page.  I can't wait until we have stores available on Ebanned, I am super excited about that!  It makes it so much easier than trying to sell directly on my own through here. For a few weeks during the summer I dabbled in selling at My Used Panty Store.  Without going into too much detail, that place is a total joke!  I deleted my own account with them.  I'm not sure if that happens very often but I did it.  That's all I'll say about that!

Tonight there is a new episode of Ghost Hunters airing.  Yay!  It is most definitely my favorite show on television.  I took Wednesday nights off just to watch it.  Seriously.

That's pretty much it for now.  I look forward to posting here more often and to taking some really great pics!

Hi!  Just a quick update since my blog posts have been a bit scarce lately.  There's not a whole lot going on right now....it's been hotter than Hates.  I haven't even been outside very much because I just can't stand to be out there sweating.  Eeeew!  It's so gross.  Ummm....what else?  I freaking hate my job, what else is new, right?  I've been bitching about it for 2 years now so yesterday I actually began filling out an application for the local hospital.  I honestly am ready for a regular job, with regular hours, and bosses that aren't completely bi polar and spazzstic.  Never thought I'd want some normalcy but I do.  The bar scene is getting really, really old.  

Wait until you hear this one....last week I was early for a date with MM.  I have my own key and my own bay in the garage so I parked my car and went inside.  OK, well you already know that he's a bachelor extrodinaire - he uses his kitchen table as a desk.  I don't think he's eaten a meal there since 1991.  He throws his mail on it and other little things like business cards and stuff.  It's also covered in newspapers and sports/hunting magazines.  So, anyway, I was digging around his kitchen table/desk looking for the New York Post when I came across a receipt.  Yeah, I looked at it (normally I don't condone snooping but I wasn't snooping, I found it accidentally).

Here's where it gets weird....it was a receipt for an engagement ring.  I know.  WTF?  I examined it closer....he put a diamond engagement ring on lay-a-way at a jewlery store in New York (where he works) in March and he picked it up in the middle of June.  

I know that I'm the only woman in his life, there's no question about that.  He asks me to move in with him almost every time we're together but he's never asked me to marry him.  Besides that, I'm already married!  Is he holding onto this ring until I get divorced?  Is he going to give it to me on our one year anniversary?  How am I going to wear it?  Why did he buy it so soon?  Is he losing his mind?  I'm filled with questions.

OK, I have to get ready for work.  I'll be bartending for our bar's hillbilly softball team....yay!

Earlier this week I mentioned nipple clamps.  MM got them for me last week but we've only had 2 chances to play with them.  They're flippin' awesome!  I love them and the beautiful pain that they cause.  He doesn't understand how the pain feels good, I keep assuring him that he's not hurting me.  I like clamping them tight and twisting them until I can hardly stand it.  It's a fine line between feeling like I'm going to cry and cum wildly at the same time.  Sometimes he thinks I get carried away, he hasn't said it yet, but I can tell it's on his mind.

These clamps are for beginners.  We weren't exactly sure what to expect so we decided to start out slowly.  We soon realized that we can move on to intermediate or advanced clamps.  I do know our next pair will have the weight in the middle so MM can pull on them and drive me out of my mind like he's so very good at!

One of the best parts of our nipple clamp fun filled night was that it started out with MM feeding me strawberry covered cheesecake.  He definitely knows what gets my motor revving....

He took these pictures last night.  At first he was so excited that his big meaty hands dropped the camera.  Oops!  Afterward he was all hot and bothered and completely forgot to turn the camera off.  He's shy, he made me edit him out, he thinks he looks fat.  Whatever.  I told him to stop being a girl.  He still refused to let me show any more than a small portion of his penis.  Plus, he says it ruins men's fantasies to see some other guy in the middle of things.  I guess he would know better than me about that.

There are 2 more photos that I am not putting up right now, both are graphic POV shots.  Those are the really pervy ones he took that made him forget to turn off the camera.  The only reason that they are not posted yet is because I didn't have time.  Notice I got a little artsy fartsy with these?  I want to do it to those, too.

Have a nice afternoon - have to get ready for work.  Bye for now!

Just woke up from a long nap. Work was fun and so was the rest of the weekend.  This Wednesday night I have to fill in for a girl who went to El Salvador for 2 weeks to be a missionary.  No comment.

This is the totally awesome Kathy Van Zeeland I mentioned in my last post.

I love it!!!!

I spent a little bit of time digging around in my panty drawers deciding what's next for Ebanned auction.  I want to start sharing some of my endless supplies of girly goods because I have too much.  I'm not really sentimental but I do have a tendency to hang onto clothing for WAY too long.  I just get attached to some things and have a hard time letting go, especially if they are soft and comfy to wear.  Unfortunately, I've been staring at some of the same bras and underwear for years and it's time to pass them along.  

I still feel tired and worn out from my long weekend and I cannot effing believe that the Knicks signed Lee and then traded him.  Sometimes I think the team is managed by trained monkeys!  Totally unbelieveable!!  It makes me feel sad. 

Well I'm going to sign off for now and probably take another nap.  I have a lot more to say but not now - NIPPLE CLAMPS!  Hee!

First of all, this is my second post today.  Secondly, I posted another auction on Ebanned.  I know, I know, I may be crazy...as if you've ever had any doubts about that!  This sale on listing fees is really, really terrific and I'd be crazy NOT to list something right now.

Have you guys seen this show called Whipe Out?  What a bunch of nutjobs!  They could win 50 grand, they're also risking permanent paralysis while doing it...good times!  I'm going to go watch it and crochet a scarf for my friend L.  I'm all bad ass tonight.